This reflection paper explores the intersection of Christian faith and a student's commitment to the nursing profession. Responding to six guided questions, the author describes how God became real through formative family experiences and a near-fatal traffic incident interpreted as divine intervention. The paper examines how Christian values shape responses to adversity, motivate altruistic career choices, and inform a personal theology of prayer as meditation. The author also reflects on how faith will sustain professional practice in nursing, expecting God's assistance in moments of personal shortcoming while maintaining responsibility for free-will decisions in patient care.
My family instilled my Christian values in me for as long as I can remember. I was always taught that all of my actions are visible to God and that I should conduct myself in ways that would make God proud of me, even when no other person knew what I was doing. This realization has always helped me do the right thing, especially in situations where there would have been no earthly consequences for doing otherwise.
In several instances, I believe God has helped me avoid the consequences of my own mistakes — particularly in cases where those mistakes would have caused my family undeserved grief and sorrow, and possibly also because God intended my life to accomplish something meaningful. One example that comes to mind was the day I was driving inattentively. I was not paying close enough attention to the road and accidentally drove straight through a very busy intersection against a red traffic light. As I entered the four-way intersection at approximately 30 mph, vehicles with the right of way were crossing in both perpendicular directions. A large tractor-trailer passed within inches of my front bumper from the left, and at least three other vehicles passed just behind me from the other direction, all traveling at approximately the same speed as my car.
By the time I realized what had happened, I was already safely through the entire intersection and had to stop for a few minutes to compose myself. As I sat reflecting on how fortunate I was, I noticed that I had stopped directly across from a Church of God. I took this as a sign that there is no such thing as blind luck, and that my survival was an act of God's mercy. I believe God revealed himself to me in this way to remind me that He is always present, and that my continued good fortune on Earth is a joint venture — with God doing His part to motivate me and me doing my part to conduct my life responsibly toward myself and others. My carelessness that day could have caused tremendous harm and grief to innocent people through no fault of their own.
Being a Christian has given my life meaning in the sense that I know my existence carries a purpose far greater than my personal happiness. My religious faith in God's expectations of me — as I understand them — has helped me persist through difficult situations and conduct myself in a manner consistent with my commitment to Christian ideals, even when my natural impulses might have led me in a different direction.
For example, as a human being, I cannot help but experience impulses that might cause me to act out in anger when provoked. Without my Christian values, I might respond to petty behavior or insults in kind, thereby embarrassing myself and acting contrary to God's word and the many positive messages in scripture. I realize that God is always aware of any injustice I suffer at the hands of others and that any warranted punishment must come from Him. Likewise, I recognize that even the most unpleasant human experiences serve to test the sincerity of my commitment to God's desires, and that my responses allow God the opportunity to judge that sincerity through my conduct.
Being a Christian is one of the main reasons I am committed to a career in a profession whose purpose is to benefit other people, rather than pursuing one of the many easier or more lucrative careers in fields that carry no altruistic component. Especially in light of my experience when I believe God spared my life, I consider myself very fortunate to have the wonderful life, family, and opportunities available to me.
If God truly changed the course of my life on that day, I know it was to inspire me toward something more meaningful than accumulating material possessions or achieving arbitrary goals. In comparison to a career in nursing, where I hope to alleviate the suffering and misfortune of others on a regular basis, such goals seem insignificant. My faith sustains that sense of purpose and keeps me oriented toward service.
Generally, I don't think of my relationship with God as one that requires maintenance the way many human relationships do. I know that God understands my thoughts and feelings — my fears, desires, and needs — at all times. God knows that I have already accepted His love, and I know that God will always give me opportunities to apply my Christian values through my own judgment.
"Prayer as meditation and ongoing self-reflection"
"Divine strength supplements personal shortcomings in patient care"
"Nursing merges intellectual interest with service to others"
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